Wednesday, March 3, 2010

At the Sight of him

I saw him.

It was terrifying. I don't know what to feel but right now, I'm empty. I saw him for the first time since the day he said goodbye. I waited to check if it was really him. I believe it was him and I was right. At the sight of his eyes, I turned quickly so that he won't notice me.

I promised to stay away and that's what I'm doing. It hurts walking behind and turning the opposite way so that I can avoid him. Ha!

It was such an extraordinary feeling. I hate myself. Ah! It's all coming back. The pain, the agony and so on.

I feel like crying. He won't see me and I know it's nothing to him. I wanted to see him, to hear his voice but all I can do is walk behind. :(

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